Friday, August 19, 2011
Hi, I haven't been visiting this place for such a LONG time!! Woah, last post was written on 2009! 2 years have passed! Time really flies!
Looking back to the 10+ years of my life in Singapore, I must confess that it is a tough journey. Those cry and nostalgic nights would be in my heart forever.
Remember the day when I first stepped into HongWen Primary School, I cried silently in a corner..soo pathetic! I cried because I didn't understand a single word from my teacher and friends and missed my friends in China loads.
Life isn't that bad afterall. Now, I'm no longer that little ignorant girl.. Time has made me grow! During these 10+ years, I've made a number of friends.. though we may have distance in terms of age, i think i have been influenced by them and integrated into their lives quite well. Nevertheless, the fact that many of my China friends have already married and become a mother makes me sad and emo sometimes. I think i will have generation gap with them now...so sad! :( Haiz, this is my fate...May be God just wants me to be special...
There are so many worries and burdens that I wanted to share with my friends, but, I cannot. There is a hidden secrete that I can never tell, thus, stopping me from telling any heartfelt concerns. Life is like that and I bound to be undergoing such torturing. My price to pay to stay in S'pore, a high price coz the hidden secrete is surely going to follow her into future. What a sad reality! Haiz~~
On the bright side, I have finally attained my dream of attending university. I believe i am on the right track and reaching out to my own sky! The sky that only belongs to ME！
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