Saturday, May 16, 2009
i was so emo ytd, cant even stand it myself...thought through a lot of stuff on the way to S'pore Art Museum.. i kinda desperate to have a good cry then. it all started because of the line"....other half......" from yr. it made me think of CF suddenly, wondering what was he doing then, what would i be doing if i didnot leave...and all my China friends, they are either looking for jobs or pursuing master degree now. the difference btw them and me are getting bigger and bigger. i started pitying myself... i feel that i have miss out alot... the most beautiful years of my life are diminishing day by day...the friendship, the relationship and much much more have been destroyed by my own since the day i have left...
I have no idea of the present linl, the one who talk and laugh loudly when she is with others and cry secretly for nothing tangible when she is alone...there are so many things buried deep inside her heart.. nowhere to unburden... i am so worried that some day she may just collapse without giving any signals...She needs to find out the balancing point in her life!
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Friday, May 01, 2009
17 AGAIN!
strongly encourage everyone to go and watch! it's superb nice!
i like the character "MIke", i suppose such a responsible and self-sacrificial guy no longer exists in today's world le ba... and ZAC EFRON is damn handsome... esp his eyes.... OH MY, charming~~~ the real eye candy!


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