Friday, August 19, 2011
Hi, I haven't been visiting this place for such a LONG time!! Woah, last post was written on 2009! 2 years have passed! Time really flies!
Looking back to the 10+ years of my life in Singapore, I must confess that it is a tough journey. Those cry and nostalgic nights would be in my heart forever.
Remember the day when I first stepped into HongWen Primary School, I cried silently in a corner..soo pathetic! I cried because I didn't understand a single word from my teacher and friends and missed my friends in China loads.
Life isn't that bad afterall. Now, I'm no longer that little ignorant girl.. Time has made me grow! During these 10+ years, I've made a number of friends.. though we may have distance in terms of age, i think i have been influenced by them and integrated into their lives quite well. Nevertheless, the fact that many of my China friends have already married and become a mother makes me sad and emo sometimes. I think i will have generation gap with them now...so sad! :( Haiz, this is my fate...May be God just wants me to be special...
There are so many worries and burdens that I wanted to share with my friends, but, I cannot. There is a hidden secrete that I can never tell, thus, stopping me from telling any heartfelt concerns. Life is like that and I bound to be undergoing such torturing. My price to pay to stay in S'pore, a high price coz the hidden secrete is surely going to follow her into future. What a sad reality! Haiz~~
On the bright side, I have finally attained my dream of attending university. I believe i am on the right track and reaching out to my own sky! The sky that only belongs to ME！
9:06 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
轻轻地道声:"happy birthday." :)
6:16 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
i was so emo ytd, cant even stand it myself...thought through a lot of stuff on the way to S'pore Art Museum.. i kinda desperate to have a good cry then. it all started because of the line"....other half......" from yr. it made me think of CF suddenly, wondering what was he doing then, what would i be doing if i didnot leave...and all my China friends, they are either looking for jobs or pursuing master degree now. the difference btw them and me are getting bigger and bigger. i started pitying myself... i feel that i have miss out alot... the most beautiful years of my life are diminishing day by day...the friendship, the relationship and much much more have been destroyed by my own since the day i have left...
I have no idea of the present linl, the one who talk and laugh loudly when she is with others and cry secretly for nothing tangible when she is alone...there are so many things buried deep inside her heart.. nowhere to unburden... i am so worried that some day she may just collapse without giving any signals...She needs to find out the balancing point in her life!
6:48 PM
Friday, May 01, 2009
17 AGAIN!
strongly encourage everyone to go and watch! it's superb nice!
i like the character "MIke", i suppose such a responsible and self-sacrificial guy no longer exists in today's world le ba... and ZAC EFRON is damn handsome... esp his eyes.... OH MY, charming~~~ the real eye candy!
12:54 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
I LOVE 张靓颖！！!
6:54 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
sometimes, u just wanna to cry when u are by urself....
cry for no reason..or rather cry for sth inexpressible....
how i wish time is reversible and send me back to 8 yrs ago...
may be, i would be much happier if i didnot choose to come to S'pore then...
sigh...
....everything will be ok, i always tell myself this...
So 我忍！
jiayou ll!
11:24 PM
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
I LOST MY WALLET!
MY IC, UOB CARD, EZLINK CARD, CASH CARD, PHOTOCOPYING CARD, MONEY AND ALL MY PHOTOS ARE LOST!!!!
I CANT BELIEVE IT, I ACTUALLY LOST IT ON 852! SOMEBODY MUST HAVE PURPOSELY TOOK IT COZ I CANT FIND IT IMMEDIATELY AFTER I HAD WOKE UP! 55555~~~~~~~
I AM SO SAD NOW... I HAVEN'T EVEN SETTLED THE PREVIOUSLY LOST OF NATIONAL LIBRARY CARD AND THE DEBT. (8 BOOKS WHICH WERE BORROWED BY SOMEONE ELSE) OMG, THIS IS A BAD YEAR FOR ME. I AM SO UNLUCKY!
PRAY...PRAY... PRAY...
HOPE THIS IS THE END OF MY BAD LUCK!
3:55 PM
